Friday, December 23, 2011

cabin fever

stuck at home with nothing to do. it's frustrating because i just don't have the motivation to do anything. it's like i need to have people with me and encouragement to actually get stuff done when i'm at home. sadly, most of my friends are super busy right now. i am just waiting for next week so i don't have to be at home every day.
i have no clue how next semester will turn out at all. one of my good college friends now is just getting on my nerves and making me feel like i am not worth it. i am very kind to her and she just goes and complains that no one tried to make plans with her or no one cares about her. then her boyfriend she met online flies over, and "wow he is so awesome he's the only one who actually cares, he's the best". when i offered to let her stay with me a week before?? it's just really stressful and dumb.
it's harder making friends at school than i thought. and it's even harder to make good friends that support and motivate and encourage you. i don't really knwo what i'm going to do.

last night it rained pretty hard as i was driving back from target. i actually hydroplaned on the road and that scared me so much. i just kind of drove in shock all the way back home. eep.

well, turns out today my family is doing a trolley tour of marietta, so we'll see how that turns out...

♥&hears;
sadie